So Here I AM

Hello Sarawak, Hello Unimas, Hello BRC and Hello zoology..
it has been a few moths I updated my feelings after the post about I'm going to UNImas..
firstly I wanted to tell about what is zoology.. in simple sentence from my understanding, zoology is a course that teach us to study about everything under the sun mainly animals and those who want to an animal scientist. the aim to learn this is to conserve those natural resources for our future generation.  it is fun though since I am 30% nature lover even before I know this course.. the other 70% still in progress (still striving..) other than that, the subjects that we took does not only based on animals but as I said earlier they are everything under the sun. for the first semester we learn analytical chemistry, statistic for biology, general genetic and the non-sleeping time biodiversity. basically the other lecture are just the same like the lecture given in matrics but in BioD class I feel different. different in this situation is where I need to be a grown up to enter this class. act like a university student and avoid being a passenger in a bus. although it is hard to survive in this class (if you are lack of knowledge and your hobby is not reading), I sincerely eager to attend this class everyday. cause the knowledge that i will gain is priceless and every sec of his words is like a rare diamond which you will only found in UNimas. might be the next post will be about him since I'm still doing some study about him. 
well, my interest to biodiversity starts to grow because of him but I feel down every time I fail his quiz. hmm.. I'm so dumb to think too deep about the answer which is already in front of me. I'll try harder..haiz.. not only that, I still don't have the guts to break the shell of being a passenger and become a leader instead..I'll try harder.. haiz.. plus, I have to be in higher order thinking which is something my mind and heart still cant accept... I'll try harder.. haiz.. I kept asking myself why but the answers came out as excuses to still stay in the shell. so my aim is to stay in his class and break the shell.. yEAH!!!! wiiiieeeee..
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dalam kegembiraan, kekalutan, kepanasan dan kehujanan,, ak duduk seorg diri di satu sudut memandang dan melihat telatah orang2 disini.. sungguh lucu, sungguh aneh.. buat ak tertarik untuk terus tinggal disini.. sejujurnya ak cemburu dengan kemesraan mereka yang baru jer kenal dlam sebulan lebih ni.. tapi disebabkan tahap malu yang 100% melebihi tahap darah tinggi menyebabkan ak melupakan hasrat ku untuk turut serta.. biarlah ak seronok melihat tanpa menggangu kerana kata2ku mungkin akan memecahkan kgembiraan.. kekekokkanku akan mematikan kemeriahan suasana itu. ak gembira begini. source-unknown
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next is about unimas,
no stars because of frequently rain, no gardenia maybe because the factory is too far from here, no shades makes the students can form an umbrella club and unstable weather. hmm.. maybe sometimes I feel lonely, but i know time will mend it and I have to stay strong. maybe I spend too much to cure my loneliness but I hope my parents will understand.. hahaaha.. overall H.A.P.P.Y... with the course, people and surroundings.. U sapa yang ada tasik besar gla, yang ada bas banyak gla, yang ada prof best gla, yang ada guys mcm korea byak gla, yang ada apartment besar gila, yang ada roomate best gla and hingak gak(tolong jgn kembang)....okayyy semua U ada.. tapi ak punya lebih special..:) saranghae...<3